I recall every moment like it happened just now,
how she crafted the words that crashed my soul,
how those words felt so heavy my heart fell in a pile,
how for a second my breath paused
and I was only bailed out by the hope of tomorrow.
At first love felt so sweet and soothing,
and I never looked on like a glimmer-gowk for what might happen next,
I never felt discombobulate like I feel now,
when love has turned against me,
all I see is a darkness and more darkness at the end of the tunnel.
I gave love a last shot and It used the bullet on me,
I am internally bleeding from sorrow and hurt,
I feel lost from within that I can’t explain the entire feeling,
Maybe I should call on Morris my inner most friend to explain,
but he to has been silent since her last call.
What must I do now?
’tis not easy for a hopeless romantic to move on,
where should he even throw his next step,
forward is a fog I can’t see through and backwards a darkness.
I was so gawpus to believe in love, like a serpent it turned on me.
I now sound like a blatherskite
but I wish I could fly my kite
it soaring in the skies above is a heavy relief
for my soul and heart have been drowned in waters so deep.
I fear I might not recover, from this heartbreak syndrome.